These are my 4 kids-Megan, Kevin, Amanda, and Bogey. They have grown up so fast. I remember this picture very well. It was summer of 2001. We were stationed at Ft. Belvoir Virginia. Our villiage was called Rosswell Villiage and it was such a great place to live. Wonderful people, wonderful memories of great freinds for all of us. Meg and Amanda and I talk about the memories we had there. As you can see in the picture, all the kids have tans. We pretty much lived at the officers club pool and it was Me, the 4 kids, and as many freinds of theirs that we could load in our van. Good times. Kevin Sr. traveled alot so I think that is why it was so much more of a peaceful and joyful place there in the villiage. There were happy times with their father and I. I was not married to him for 18 years if I did not love him but towards the end-I really tried to love him. His meaness and hate grew and I got tired of the battles, so my love ran out. I look at this picture and see how sweet and innocent the kids look. I have missed so much time with them because their fathers hate for me overpowered his love for his kids. His hate is still eating away at his soul and that is sad to me because the kids did not deserve the suffering they were put through. I wish I could crawl back into this picture, this period of time to try to stop all the hate and neglect that happend after we moved from this wonderful place-but I can't. I can only try to make it better for the kids, try to help them heal, hold them and whisper in their ears that it will be ok and for this I will never stop trying to make a better place for all of us. "We must be the change we want to see in the world..." Please view my new videos as I will continue to post more.
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