A sad goodbye...Hopefully, the hate stops.

As you all have heard J's step-brother Kyle recently passed away. It is a very sad time for his sister Kayla and step-siblings K, M and A. I never met Kyle but I heard many sweet stories about him from his siblings.

It was fortunate that K was able to visit J-Finally. 8 years is too long for J to be held from his big brother that he looked up to and loves very much. Hopefully, Kevin Sr. will continue to allow these two brothers to communicate and spend more time together indefinately.

I also have hope that Justin will be reunited with all of us on a consistent basis and without hate or manipulations. I have never asked any of my 4 children to not have contact with their father. K, M and A can attest to this. I do firmly believe as I always have, that children need a relationship with both parents whether divorced or not.  My prayer is that all of our children can have the comfort knowing that their father and I will support them in all their endeavors whether or not he or I can get along but will for the sake of the kids and their future families.

I can't hold J at this hard time, but I want him to know that he has... me, his siblings, and my family that miss him and love him. That NEVER changed. We also want him to know that his Seebauer and Nolan's grandparents, cousins, aunts and uncles miss him very much and all look forward to seeing him very soon. J-you are one phone call away from all of us. I pray to God that this tragedy will stop all the hate that has been going on for too long.

Here is a recent video that I posted for Bogey.
Bogey and a goodbye to another sibling

Be at peace J and all that are suffering~

Romans 5:2-5

^{2 "}Through faith in Jesus we have received God’s grace. In that grace we stand. We are full of joy because we expect to share in God’s glory.

³ And that’s not all. We are full of joy even when we suffer. We know that our suffering gives us the strength to go on. ⁴ The strength to go on produces character. Character produces hope. ⁵ And hope will never let us down. God has poured his love into our hearts. He did it through the Holy Spirit, whom he has given to us."

Let it begin with me~